Thursday, October 30, 2008

Nightmares


I’m in the lab. Or the office. Ready to go home. He stands before me.

“Why didn’t you tell me. You should have told me."

I am looking down. I can see myself. A gray shalwar kameez. A flowing dubatta. My book bag hanging from my shoulder.

“I didn’t want to do this to you. Because I’m not good enough. Because you would never. Because I couldn’t. Because you want better…”

I am called away, another friend needs help with something. I go sit with him.

He watched from the other room. Asks her to talk me to talk to him. I go to him. Sit down next to him. He begins to say something. I wish I knew what.

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